Stupid Friday.....

So today was Not a minimal pain day more like a demolition derby.


I worked through it though and the panic attack I had today.


So I come home exhausted and tightly wound as I often am after a panic attack.


I take the dog out to potty I stand out in the back yard with him because he won't potty otherwise if the neighbor dog is out barking which is pretty much all the time.


So here I am standing next to the fence and Bear walked up to me and that damn dog bit his nose through the fence.


The dog did not break the skin but left a mark and made him cry. I get points for not losing it totally. I called the police who sent out animal control, I explained the issue and showed him the picture. I also let Bear out in the yard so he could see the issue. The neighbors were not home or did not want to answer when I knocked and rang the bell. I am not sure what if anything will happen but something needs to. I am very afraid that if that dog gets through the fence to my backyard he will not make it out.



I am a lot calmer now and have been able to replace most of the 4 letter words.

One more day...

So today started rough I forgot my badge for work the husband had to bring it.

I did accomplish quite a bit today but then I got home...

I have been waiting for a package in the mail according to the tracking number it arrived today but the mailman never even showed up....What the French Toast....

My darling husband was home all day and the bills were in the mailbox with the flag up and the mailman never showed up. There are our hard working tax dollars, they complain that no one uses the service but maybe this is why. I know this is petty but if you are reading this you already know me. he he he...

I am sure this will all work out and there are far more importnt things to worry about.

My Mother thinks I am negative so I have a positive thought to leave you with.



If you try you can

If you don't you can't

If you dream it; it can be

Try dream and live your life to the fullest of its possibilities....



Loving my family,

Tj

Bear

Miss

Nate

Loxie

and miss Bella.

Thanking God for all my gifts everyday.

The Lady Dr.

So sick today I can barely hold down the medicine when all of the sudden I remember I have an appointment with the lady doctor Yeah..... My appointment is in 35 minutes AAAAAHHHHHHHH. So my darling husband asks if I want him to go as usual I say if you want to come you can. Well as you can imagine I was in quite a rush to get there and all he can do is keep huffing and slamming his foot into the floor like I forgot how to drive.

Why he wants to go I am not sure to be honest he just sat there complaining about having an appointment. Why is he here? I ask myself then I remember, HE WANTED TO BE....

I love my husband but believe he tries as hard as he can to make his life miserable. Well I have to be glad for that he picked me LOL....

Loving my family,
TJ
Bear
Miss
Nate
Loxie
and miss Bella.
Thanking God for all my gifts everyday

The internet is new...to him.

To summarize today Controlled Chaos. Tj is having a great time with his new net book but I am going to lose my marbles. He thinks he can pay attention to me talk to me and surf the web. He may get over this or learn how to but I may not have the patience to deal with it in the meantime. I know this is my doing by letting my Darling husband think he had any say in anything but Que Serra Serra. I get that the world wide web is all new to him but I have seen more than I need. I think I should be collecting a premium for personal tech support. Part of me is glad he is being exposed to a new medium but I am almost fed up. I suppose I know where my husband is and what he is doing so I guess I should be thankful for what I do have.
Netx month we hit our six year anniversary and I am so suprised he has not realized what he got stuck with lol...
Loving my family.
Tj
Bear
Miss
Nate
Loxie
and miss Bella.
Thanking God daily for all my gifts.