Thursday, May 27, 2010

A day of silence

My friend Lou died today, ...My heart hurts so bad for his family.
Taking a day to remember.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I want my life back........

So it has been almost 3 weeks and still no word from the Dr. I am so frustrated.
I worked a full day today and I am having the most muscle tremors I can remember.
They are not the full "Twitch" but small waves of movement there are some "Twitches" but not many which of good my neck can not take much more. For most of the day I have had a burning pain in my shoulders and neck. I had to take a full pain pill at work to make it through the day.
I hate this thing that has taken over my life and am very disappointed in those in the medical profession who choose not to care about the patient and can not seem to put themselves in someone else's shoes for long enough to try to understand their position.
I know others have things worse but I just needed to vent I want to go fishing but I can't even cast a pole not to mention reeling in those monsters my Other Mother grows. LOL
I may just call the Dr. and find out what fire has to be lit to get some assistance.

Loving my family,
Tj
Bear
Miss
Nate
Loxie
and miss Bella

Thanking God for all life's gifts every day.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Monday is not always terrible...Is it?

Woke up in good spirits ans went to work. It was an ok day my neck hurts like a bugger but I made it through my day. I same home to my beautiful 5 kids screaming for food and a bone. After they have all been loved taken out to potty and fed I get to breathe for a minute.
Tj is working which is Great...been feeling pretty lousy that I am only working 30 hrs a week. (Squirrel) Tater will not stop crying I do not know what he wants but he won't let me pet him and he won't stop hollering. Ok back to work..I am going to try to start working more hours and my boss is cool with that as long as I don't over do it.
I still have not heard from the Dr. either starting to get very frustrated....

Well a long weekend is on its way and I got the vacation requests I made. Can't wait to spend some time doing nothing LOL.

Loving my Family,
Tj
Bear
Miss
Nate
Loxie
and miss Bella
Thanking God for all my gifts every day.